Saturday, May 26, 2007

for once i wish, but i know it wont

Forever i've been laughing my ass off with friends, saying/telling jokes looking happy, smiling whatever but I HATE MY LIFE! SAD, MISERABLE TORTURING LIFE.

I'm not even anything...
Nothing at all..
I don't even have many of that 1 important thing many people have in life.
Don't know to cry or laugh madly or bang my head hard against the wall.

It's just so miserable i feel like sitting here and type the word "miserable" till the day i'm not. Which is? GOD KNOWS!!!!!

I sounded so ...... but if people were like me, they'll probably do the same unless they don't have a life.